Text from S yesterday:
S: So...I need to get x-rays
S: But nothing's broken...
S: I think....
Le sigh. It turns out he has a lot of bruising/soft tissue damage in his left ankle and is hobbling around on crutches. The good thing is that he spends 8 hours a day in a classroom so he should be fine and he is on profile for PT which means he isn't required to work out in the morning currently. He was pretty cranky though last night when I went upstairs to go to bed.
Yesterday was a really weird day for me. A little back story. On July 10, 2012 my mom had surgery for a brain tumor they had just discovered. That day we found out that they weren't able to remove all of it and there wouldn't be much that we would be able to do. 4 months later and she was gone. I lived in NC and she was in Chicago. I saw her in October and that was the last time I saw her as herself. She was crying when she said goodbye but I told her not to cry I'd see her soon. At the time she was walking around, talking, and much more like herself. The next time I saw her she wasn't even conscious or able to talk and I never got to say goodbye the way I would have wanted to. This day means a lot to me because it is the day my world came crashing down on me. Not a day goes by that I don't think of my mom and this time of year...well it is tough. I was hoping to get some support from my husband but he didn't even mention it at all to me- to ask if I was ok- he was too focused on his injury. Oh well.
I also have some things going on with my body right now but until I know more I'm not ready to discuss it with S and frankly, yesterday, I had no desire to.
Enough doom and gloom though- it's Friday and that has to count for something! Let's see...
I've been reading a lot more lately. I read two books last weekend and one book this week. My reading slump is definitely over. I have been getting much better about cleaning every night. I printed out a morning/night time routine but unfortunately my morning routine is severely lacking because I'm staying up too late and sleeping in far too much. It's something to work on.
I guess that's about it. I have to deposit my paycheck today and pay down some more of my student loan debt. Yay for all of my money going towards paying off my credit card/student loans. Sigh. :(
Hopefully today will be better.
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